my pointless apology

listening to :
Memory by Sugarcult

i refuse to share my fucked up world

you mean too much to me
there`s a part of me you`ll never have ,
just like these words you`ll never understand


the lies come so easy ,
but they make it hard to breathe
i never meant to hurt you ,
i just dont want you to see
the twisted corners of my mind


where rueful secrets seethe
so , in a sad and pointless way
this is my apology
i miss you
forgive me ?