if you knew

listening to :
Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

im driving away

from the mess that i made
and from the pain
that dwells in my heart
from a nightmare that haunts me
and to this day still taunts me
with the mercy from truth
torn apart
and i want to find a reason
for this to be right
and a reason why
im am not wrong
but this is where i stand
and soon i will fall
dont expect anything more
from me


im hiding it closer
and faking it better
and the dreams ive had
disappeared
you smile again
and i just pretend
like nothing can ever go wrong
but im drowning in pain
and calling your name
to this emptiness
i feel tonight
will you reach out to me ,
and save me from myself ?
before i end it all ..


i fear that you'd turn around
and never look back
and the pain that i feel
would grow
so i'll hide this from you
but ill pretend it's the truth
when i say nothing ever goes wrong